Today I turned 26. And it sucks. I was preparing myself for this day believing that I would write down everything I had accomplished in the first half of my 20's - travelling to europe, graduating from law school, passing the bar. But the truth is that I am just dreading being old. And I am grumpy about it and everyone is irritated with me for not wanting to celebrate. But i dont. I just need to spend the day accepting that I am old.